"and even through this heartache there's something i have learned i hate to see you hurting. and when you heal what's been burned, open up your eyes. i know you will see that someone like you needs someone like me."

then you start to think about him and how you can feel him crawling back into your heart again. you can feel it, you want it, it scares you to death, but still you want it all the same. and you email him and he emails you back telling you that friday would be wonderful. and you hope to yourself somewhere in the back of your mind that friday truly will be wonderful.