"then i see you standing there, wanting more from me, and all i can do is try."


so the blizzard of 2004 is upon us. 8-12 inches by morning. i'd love 8-12 inches by morning. he he. only with snow is that considered such a bad measurement.


i had yet another doctor's appointment today. at least i know that his kids will have a smashing christmas this year thanks to all of my visits in the past few months.


my friend B is going through some rough stuff in dealing with his recent breakup. ms. k and i believe it's the best thing for him, but of course i'd never tell him that. you really never want to hear that the person you've spent the last three years of your life with was a mistake. and that everyone could see that except for you. he's better off and one day his big heart will be put back together again. he's an amazing person that has always sold himself short. it's only a matter of time before he finds someone that appreciates him for all the great things he already is instead of all the great things he could maybe one day be, with a little help.


ever have one of those days where you just felt sad? sad for no real reason, just sad. sad for the love that you have inside of you that you're dying to share with someone else. sad because things happen every day that you really have no control over. sad because you ended up in a place that you never meant to be. sad because you have so many things that you are finally ready to change but you're just not sure where to start.


"all of the moments that already passed, we'll try to go back and make them last. all of the things we want each other to be, we never will be. and that's wonderful, and that's life..."