"you're dangerous, i'm loving it. i'm addicted to you, but you know that you're toxic. and i love what you do but you know that you're toxic."


you're hurt. you're broken. your sad eyes betray the forced smile that you present to everyone.

i know you're leaving. i can hear it in your voice. i see it in that look that flashes across your face. i never thought i'd get the chance to know you all over again. the chance to fall for you all over again. your heart is broken but mine is now full. but what should i do next? allow myself to let you back into my heart, knowing that you're not sticking around for long? go with you like you asked me to do last night? i know the only way to keep you is to follow you. one thing is keeping me here. a million other things are telling me to go.

i know i'll lose you. i'm destined to lose you. it's happened at least three times before with you. you'll go away. and i'll be the one left standing here holding the broken pieces of my heart in my hand, wondering where you went this time. everything that you are, say and do makes it so easy for me to just forget about the past three years. forget about why we've been apart.