"of all the things i believed in, i just want to get it over with. you were the one i loved, the one thing that i tried to hold on to. it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time."

i sat here and tried to come up with a list of new year's resolutions. but there's only one that really matters. this year marks an end for me. an end to letting the wrong boy break my heart, and letting the right boy get away.