tonight we learned:

the scientist still makes me cry.

christopher makes me smile.
(we talked for a bit tonight on his way home from hanging with a boy and he has such the cutest voice. this is me gushing).

the boy still makes me feel like such an ass.
(two hours on the phone with him makes me feel like hell. happy in some ways, but hell all the same).

kia makes me happy cause she calls me and shit.