ick

i'm not digging this snow. snow again? i am a huge fan of snow, but we've had enough this past winter to last us for a few years. plus a warm day here and there, that taunts me into foolishly thinking that flip flop days are just moments away, makes me that much more pissed. pissed i say.

i can't get this bill/budget thing under control. to be honest it's more of a lack of trying rather than anything else. all i want to do is keep partying like a rockstar. all i should be doing is become the grownup that i need to be.

and, oh guess what?! i get t o put in a 16-18 hour work day tomorrow. mondays always suck due to the amount of work that's involved. this news just makes the thought of driving in tomorrow almost unbearable. i may find myself cranking up the xm and driving right past work, straight to another state.

i want to see eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. EVERYone i know looks at the trailer alone in a total state of confusion. EVERYone i know hated being john malkovich. EVERYone i know says, "pass" when i say i want to see this movie. what's a sad little mo to do?

the good points, i swear there are a few:

another new alias tonight.
finishing my book.
watching camp.
thoughts of my bed, soon. i will get eight hours of sleep tonight for the first time in several weeks.
plus i'm finally listening to the rooney cd that paul gave me forever ago. and i'm really liking it. i wasn't all that blown away when we saw them in concert, but the cd is pretty good. and any band that can reference the neverending story is top-notch in my book.