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today was an amazing day.

the best kind of day to be a wee bit hung over. to be completely exhausted. to have your head still spinning from a conversation that was had a few hours earlier. the conversation was longer than the amount of sleep that followed it. so worth it. it was nice to have a conversation that didn't start with, "um, i'm going to bed." out in the sunshine. windows down. seventy-five degrees. amazing.

for some strange reason i awoke today with a smile on my face. i tried my best to clean up but felt like a walking bottle of whiskey. who are we kidding here? i'm wearing a hat. shaving would require energy that i would never be able to locate. jules picked me up and we headed to the cinema. we were running late. it was blacker than black inside and we couldn't see where to sit.

"i will die if i sit on someone's lap," i whispered. she laughed, way too loudly.

we saw taking lives, i was pulling for eternal sunshine of the spotless mind again, but i let her pick. it was good. very easy to figure out, but good. i jumped at one part and yelled out some obscenity. she about ripped my arm off with the force she used to latch onto it. we laughed for a solid five minutes at being scared, and me yelling. we went baby shower shopping. okay, i obviously have a problem if i'm looking around the store for cute guys. they are dads with babies on the way. i'm shameless. we did italian for lunch. we laughed a lot. i giggled and turned a little red when she spoke of her lack of a filter, and sex & the city. flashbacks to conversations from the night before.

new alias tonight just adds to all that is perfection. another 16+ hour day of work is quickly approaching. i need a vacation. i'm in love with the amazing friends that i have in my life. the thoughts of moving and school are still on my mind. less talk, more action. i know, i know. i just need someone to decide it all for me.

hi, this is what you're doing, this is where you're moving, and this is the way to happiness. now hurry up, you've wasted enough time. grab my hand and let's get going...

i'm ready.