only with me

so i'm having my yogurt for lunch today, sitting there enjoying the sunshine. of course the lid is being a little bitch. of course there's a minor explosion when i finally get it to open. of course if flies onto my lap. of course the dried yogurt ends up looking more like dried jizz than anything else.

you know all i ask is for a little help with "project save money", not to be confused with "project self-esteem". what do i find out today? jewel, the indigo girls and john mayer with special guest maroon 5. all this summer. all on sale this weekend. i have five concerts on the horizon in the next few months as it is. i don't need to spend any more money. someone help me.

new alanis blowing up all over xmradio makes me very very happy.

drinking alone on a saturday night is kinda sad right? what if the person on the other end of the phone is drunk and alone too? what if they make you smile? and laugh so hard that you can feel it the next day? what if you talk for close to five hours? what if it feels more like one? what if? i've been using those two words far too often lately when i ask myself questions.