a return of sorts

some advice given to me:

get over yourself. get over it. how can you be so down about something that never was. and never will be. cut your losses. and stop letting someone you don't mean enough to keep affecting your mood. every single day. they are only breaking your heart because you are allowing them to. it's stupid. it's pathetic. it's old. shut the fuck up and move on.

and with that, this is me moving on. no it's not just the helpful words of wisdom, it was a lot of things. it was some time away from posting. from thinking about posting. from writing post after post that i'll never end up posting. from being sad. a few phone calls from people i guess i needed to hear from. some time to mend a heart that broke. but it's done. it's over. so i'm back. blah, whatever. now on to more important things...