behave

with the best intentions to follow instructions from dood to "behave" i set out on a low-key evening of fun with an old friend.

cut to sex with a boy from the past on the couch in the old friend's brother's apartment, and that's how my night ended. at 5am.

wow. i didn't exactly see that coming. the worst walk of shame ever.

three cosmos on an empty stomach. i was messy halfway through my second one. cute flirty waitresses. even cuter boy who filled my water after every sip. driving into the city, music up, windows down. of course flip flops were involved in this evening. hit up the pub i was "banned" from, whatever. i checked out the situation first and saw it was safe to enter. when the bouncer paused i got a little worried, but it was fine. called nikki from the bar, she was up the street at another bar. she met up with us. we did our juke box thing. B asked me to play him a song, of course i played him four. "motorcycle drive by" was involved, naturally. it was worth it to see his smile again. i missed that, it's been too long. got d.r.u.n.k. decided to go dancing. nikki and her ex left us, so B and i went from breeder dance floor (yawn) to gay dance floor within an hour. much better. fell in love twice. told B that i found my lobster on the dance floor hottie mchotterson. untucked dress shirt, jeans, glasses (sigh). i of course was too in awe of his beauty to even do anything about it. went for another beer, turned around and was hugged by mike, a boy from the past. we danced. maybe made out a little in the restroom. possibly on the dance floor perhaps outside. quite possibly in my car while B stood outside. maybe in the back-seat while B drove us home. yup, i was in rare form last night. B went to bed and got two hours of sleep before he headed off to work. dood called me from work, "wow you sound hott", was his response to my scary morning voice. woke mike up and drove him to his car so he could get to work. and i drove away laughing my ass off at the insanity that was the night before.