the weekend

great minds think alike. both watching MSCL a million miles apart proves that. my girl friends, and their boy drama, have an affect on my mood and they really shouldn't. true colors exist just below the surface. just because you never saw them, doesn't mean they weren't there all along. you were thrown off a little when they began to emerge. but the reality of who they became, or who they were hiding from you all along, has settled in. once again you find yourself just rolling with it, because the choice to do otherwise really isn't yours to make. shopping can't buy you any happiness, no matter how good the new jeans fit. i was angry. i was sad. i thought some new properly fitting clothes might help, turns out i was wrong. a weekend filled with letdowns, and too much k's choice proved to be a little more than what i was up for. lunch with ms. b was a much needed break in the weather. that girl burps loud and proud in public, i mean come on, how could i not love her. spoke with my sister for an hour last night. she thinks i should just go back to school here and save a large amount of money. then wait and move once i'm a little further ahead. i'm tired of waiting. all i ever do is wait. it's my life, i know the decision is mine to make. but i also know that she's right. i still can't believe that my boston trip is this week. it will be an adventure to say the least. i fear for my wallet and my liver.