[blue wednesday]

i've been in a mood, a funk, a blah lately.

i find myself writing non-stop on pieces of paper, in my notebook, but none of it makes its way here. that's for the best i suppose.

i find myself vomiting non-stop as well. at first i thought it was the flu, now i'm not so sure. me thinks the medication is starting to disagree with me.

the big surprise event is almost here, i just hope we can pull it off.

my 30th birthday plans are falling into place as well. sadly, we won't be on a beach anywhere. but i will be celebrating with my amazing friends, who've been in my life for over twenty years, so i guess i can consider myself luckier than most.

i have three of the biggest zits i've ever seen on the side of my face. i have no idea where they came from, but they appear to be a map to something.

i LOVE the new ben folds single "landed".
it shall be my new favorite song, for this week anyway.