[yeah, yeah...]

since u been gone comes on and i think, "i wish i was a girl, then i could dress just like kelly clarkson in that video. how cute does she look? but not that odd black thing she has on, i'd pass on that." then i begin to bounce up and down just like she does in the video. even if the song just randomly plays on the old nomad, 'cause i'm all about the random play, i still jump up and down at the appropriate parts. it simply can't be helped.

then i think, "wow this treadmill is kicking my ass. it's been too long since this treadmill has kicked my ass." i've been slacking. maybe it's all the garbage and jimmy eat world i have on my new workout mix that helps.

on the treadmill i remember tat P's party is this weekend, and i wonder if i'll make it. two hours is a long trip to make just to drink. i should call G and hammer out the plan. then i think i should stop telling people that "i'll see them then" when i really have no intentions of going.

then i remember that it's tuesday, and tuesday means new episodes of scrubs and committed. oh how i heart committed. nicole julian it's about time someone has finally brought you back to my little tv. it's been lonely without you. i've missed you. she's like the worst nanny ever, but i wouldn't have it any other way. i die every time marnie yells, "clown!" and nate, cute beautiful messed up nate. seeing him makes me happy that i am a boy. a boy who likes boys mind you. because i can dress like him, and really what he wears suits me better than anything kelly clarkson has on.

then i check the list to see if insanity and lack of focus are possible side effects of the new medication i started.