anomaly

i had my, what feels like, weekly appointment with good dr. v today. i wasn't really sure if i was supposed to feel honored or embarrassed when he told me that he presented my case at a meeting he had at johns hopkins. i'm such the unique one. he's ever stumped by my condition, and the long road i've been traveling on. one of my favorite games thus far has been the, "here take this and see if it makes you vomit" one. so today i went back for round two of, "we don't really know anything but thanks for driving the thirty minutes it takes to get here so i can talk to you for five minutes and then send you on your way." hopefully specialist number three will finally be able to put an end to all of this.

the girls are bickering and i'm trying my best to stay out of it. i find myself in the middle a lot these days. the girls, work, B. most of the time i can see both sides, but i'd really rather not be on either one.

we had some really nice and warm, weather all week. now the weekend promises to bring us some more snow.

i want to see the upside of anger for no other reason than to see my keri on the big screen. two hours of kevin costner is enough to make you want to jump out a window on the second floor, breaking both your legs, landing on a pile of broken glass, and slowly bleeding to death, so we'll see.