in dreams

sunday night i had the creepiest dream. looking back on it now, i'm not really sure what made it so creepy. but i did have a hard time shaking myself out of the dream and i remember waking up seriously wigged out. i was dreaming about LOST as if it were more reality, less fictional tv. and in my dream i came to the conclusion that the inhabitants of the island were stuck inside of some sort of an alternate reality. they weren't really on the island, and they had a real counterpart existing some place else. in order for them to escape the island time had to line up in a specific location and then the real them had to reach through a tear in time and pull the island them back to reality. as i explained my theory to an unseen person they then told me the same thing carried through to ALIAS, and was equally as true. maybe that would explain all the craziness of the "sloane cloane", yes that's how i'm spelling it, and the ups and downs of this season. the person that i was telling this to then explained that the same was true for my very own reality. then i found myself looking at myself asleep in my bed. at the foot of my bed was another version of me with my arm stretched out on the bed, reaching out to the sleeping me. seeing the one version of me crouched down at the foot of my bed scared the crap out of me. it was like a flashback to twin peaks days with creepy bob in laura's room. anyway, i was freaking and the dream state that i was in felt so heavy, like i was stuck in a dense fog, that i had a hard time waking myself up. i finally woke up, sat up and looked at the foot of my bed, and had a hard time falling back to sleep. i attributed all of this to the pain medication that i've been on since my surgery, but it still creeped me out. i would have rather have dreamed about grey's anatomy and the sight of dorky/hot georgie shirtless.