i'd so have road rage if i wasn't prettier than you

true it's been a while since i've been a part of everyday life, out in the general public and all that. i really miss it until i'm out in it, then i start to second-guess myself. who knew that in my absence complete stops and a general use of any brakes what so ever had fallen by the wayside. like four people just rushed out in front of me today, not even giving it a second thought. and leave it to me to find the one person who actually comes to a stop that doesn't have to(the cross traffic stops, not us)and almost hit her. wow.

picked up a wireless router for the donated laptop, $5 after rebates, holla. i've been good at not spending money for two months now so i felt completely justified in spending $5 on something that i honestly don't even really need. of course i talked myself into picking up the ringside cd that i talked myself out of buying moments before walking in the door. i don't know why i try to kid myself into thinking that i've successfully talked myself out of buying something when i'm thinking about buying it the entire way to the store. total lack of self-control. but i say if it ain't broke don't fix it.

the 1% of free-time that i currently have, the only percent not occupied by the DVR, is about to disappear tonight. i can't wait for Big Brother 6. this is the one reality show that i'm a freak for. i do casually watch other shows from time to time, but i go out of my way to not make plans on Big Brother nights. and yes i realize that's not anything to brag about. i have very low expectations for this season since 3 and 5 were so amazing, but i'll still check it out. it's kind of like the real world theory where every other one blows. the newest twist sounds like it could be drama-filled or hella lame, so we'll see.