7.10.07

Tuesday:
Will finds me to let me know the latest gossip. I guess Dave from one of the other departments killed himself the night before. I’m pretty sure that department is cursed, in the last few months: one guy died, one guy got fired because he couldn’t NOT come to work drunk or high, and now Dave killed himself. It’s so weird to think about him a day or so ago walking by me saying hi, and then to think of him dead. D later informs me that Dave’s wife became a bit unhinged, rightfully so, and came to work making threats and such. I begin to get a case of the freak outs after hearing this since my little office area is right next to the door and she would have to pass by me to get to his department. Here’s hoping I don’t get shot.

Okay, let’s discuss Big Brother 8 shall we? Amber, I really liked you, then you became oddly annoying. Not in a way that I can pinpoint exactly what it is or even when it happened that I began to get annoyed by you. You’re the token reality show player who somehow thinks God really is rooting for you to win a game show on tv. I just don’t get it. Don’t you think he has a little larger issues on his plate? I’m just saying. Nick finally spoke, then walked around shirtless and flirted with everyone in the house. The crazy thing is that he’s so good at it, and as a viewer you know he’s playing everyone, yet somehow he comes across as being sincere. I blushed a few times and felt a bit lightheaded. I love you. Jameka, you’re trying to win power of veto and discover that someone has dumped out your bag of dirty panties. What do you do? You stop playing and take the time to shake your head in disapproval as you pack up your drawers. I’m loving you more and more. Daniele, I didn’t think it would be possible, but I’m beginning to warm up to you. I think it just might be fun to watch you cause trouble and stir things up. But let’s be honest here, you honestly thought it was “shocking” that you chose NOT to use the veto. Really? And Kail, “scotch free”? please shut the hell up and go home. I vomit in my mouth when you speak in that odd robot voice of yours and I’m having some serious flashbacks to Maggie from BB6.